The Ouija Board Became Very Addictive

When I finally got my hands on my own , I knew all the stigma that went with them. I didn't care. But, I wasn't expecting for the Ouija board to become very addictive.

There were loads of times me and my friend Marco, a fellow Psychic Explorer, would make homemade Ouija boards. Trying with all our mystical powers that we had to get it to work. But nothing. We were shocked. Of all the people we thought that it should definitely work for us, two true believers. At one point were even scrapping the glass around on the mirror saying,

"Come on then spirits show your selves. If this is annoying you then show us a scary sign to make us stop."

Nothing. Rubbish. We couldn't work out how to make it work. So we spent the rest of the evening reciting stories of people who say it has worked for them and vow never to touch one again.

And as luck would have it (years later) my mum, a psychic clairvoyant, finally decided to hand her board over to me. After me begging and persuading that would I swear to be responsible with it.

Something that I find with my psychic development is that sometimes it feels as if I've not really been doing anything with developing my abilities and then other times I'll start feeling the old curiosity pull again. I'm in one of those times now, I want to try something new. It's like I want to know more about it all and learn what level I can take it to. It's exciting.

So, as you can imagine when I started to feel the pull of the Ouija board I couldn't contain my excitement. I got everything ready (helping me to mentally get in the right frame of mind). Made sure I'd have no interruptions, pen & pad of paper (hopefully they will like to chat, like me!). After I've done the CLOAK OF PROTECTION I would then say a little pray of protection around my room, and my home. Also stating that I will not accept any bad entities or I'll close the link.

Sitting on the floor with my fingers on the planchette. I'll never forget it, my heart was starting to beat faster. I don't mind admitting I was getting scared. Or more to the point my imagination running wild was scaring me.

"Do you know what you're doing and what to do if it all goes wrong?".

"You were warned don't mess with things you don't know."

"You are on your own, what if something bad does happen?".

I thought I could feel the planchette starting to move. My hairs stood up and I had to stop. I obviously wasn't ready.

Not long passed before I was at the board again. Same ritual. I'd had a word with my imagination and answered it's doubts. I'm protected. I have a Door Keeper. Everyone does, right from birth. They are by our sides looking out for us and helping us along our way.

I relaxed and waited. It wasn't long before there was a little movement. My heart fluttered but I was ready this time. As the planchette moved about sometimes it would spell words, other times it would spell words that didn't make sense. It would start a sentance as though you were getting a meaningful message then spell nothing words.

Then it started getting like I was either guessing the next letter or I would know the word but not the sentence. I started thinking, this is too much. It's feels like I'm sat talking to myself, which felt really strange. I really questioned every side of it. I couldn't tell what was me and what might have been a spirit. It really did start to become addictive. It got to the point where I could be sat anywhere with it (t.v on, which I know isn't the right conditions but I can automatically go into the right awareness), I only had to put my hand down and the planchette would start to move. I was stuck though. I needed other people to help me. How could I ask a question and not know the answer, other than asking a random question that I'm not going to find out anyway.

I collected questions from friends. Some of the answers where true and some not. But the mind is an amazing thing. Just because you can't remember what someone has told you it doesn't mean that it hasn't been log in the old database of unregistered info.

I mentioned to a medium one day that I'd been using the Ouija Board. (You feel really naughty telling people. Its like "Oh, what are you doing playing around with that for.") When I said of my dilemma about I just feel like I'm talking and answering myself back and it seems pointless.

Her advise to me was (back to meditation) to learn to block out the everyday things. When you sit down to the board you must know that everything from now on, in this session is not the every day world. Practice meditation and learn to connect properly to your Spirit Guide so then when you start, you automatically have that link.

Since then I haven't really used the board, I couldn't take it seriously. And maybe that's the point, you're not meant to!

Remember when you feel a fluttering in your chest it's your heart 'Smiling From Within'.

Beverley x

(Feel free to add to this in anyway or add an experience of your own.)

Don't Mess With What You Don't Know

It's no joke when you are beginning to dabble in the unknown areas of the Spirit world and that of the Paranormal. And it's no joke when people pass on the warning of don't mess with what you don't know. There are so many stories of people using Ouija boards. The majority of those that have had an experience with with one vow never to touch one again. Which was lucky for me, as my mum Crystal Clear International Psychic Clairvoyant was one of those people and that's how I inherited (to my delight and begging) my own board. But that's another story!

Psychics run in my family, I've been practicing and slowly developing for years. Old Granny Smith from Northern Ireland, God Bless Her Soul, she was going to seances, reading tea leaves, good old fashion fire reading and not forgetting the hair raising tales of banshees. This gift was then passed down to my mum who at the age of just 12 years old saw a face in the fire of a man and then two days later answered the door to him. I've been around this type of mystic and enchanting way all my life. But I think the reason I feel I must write this blog is to state it again. Please don't mess with what you don't know. I've had a weird, experience at the beginning end of my experimenting back then and I've had my telling off from the late Charles Samways of Vivash Road Spiritualist Church. " You shouldn't practice unless your accompanied by someone who is developing you, anything can happen."

I'll willingly describe my experiences, explain and help you to find your vibrational pull. I'll pick out some of the better Psychic development exercises for you to work with at your will. I'll find interesting areas of the unexplained for us to explore.

NOT U.F.O's. That's one area that 'Smiling From Within' doesn't cover.

All I ask is that, if you carry out any psychic development of your own that you treat every aspect of it with the up most of respect. It doesn't matter what you know already, what you have heard or even if you have doubts to there being more to this life. If your eyes are wide open and you clear all your inhibitions then you will open up to your own experiences.

CLOAK OF PROTECTION

If you always imagine a brilliant white blanket or cloak wrapped around you. You could add, all snug and warm too! When you feel you've bathed enough in the brilliant light then (mentally keeping the cloak around you) you are ready to begin. And when you have finished, sit for a moment bathing in the brilliant white light. Use this moment to recognize how at peace you feel. When you are ready (mentally visualize) removing the cloak until the next time. Don't forget to put it somewhere so it wont get creased!!!

For such a small act you will have pulled so many of the necessary vibrations into line.

Don't expect to see a miracle. Even I get frustrated sometimes. I feel all geared up and ready to work with my Spirit Guides, and I get nothing. I check my handbook. No, no they definitely don't get days off, they should be working today! Sometimes, you can be too eager. Concentrating or focusing too much. And psychic development is exactly that, learning. Little brainteasers, problem solving and learning the art of using all of your senses, everything pulled in together to bring you into your center within. It's only then that you can begin.

Now, for me it seems so obvious. If I can't learn to shut out the hustle and bustle of everyday life and stresses (and I am the worst meditator ever) then how can I expect to hear any kind of message given to me. How can I expect to feel the different shift in energy within me when I'm still thinking 'Oh, I better not forget to get more baby formula'.

Once you can still your mind, no matter how stressed or hectic it's all been you will know that you are centered as soon as you are at the right point. It's like, having the window open with traffic or road works outside on a sunny spring afternoon. Once you shut the window there is silence. At the exact same time your whole body throughout instantly all relaxes.

If you can get on with meditating (see my link list for a brilliant site), then you will probably reach this learning point quicker than I did. I had to take the hard route. As always. Now I can instantly put myself into that state of awareness, still carry on with something that may need doing quickly and go straight back to that point.

We are given a little at a time. Kind of like on a need to know basis. It doesn't matter how ready you think you are, there may be some small lessons you have to experience and learn from until you can move forward along your true path.

Feel free to email me me questions, queries or even to discuss how working with a Psychic Counsellor and Life Coach could benefit you right now. Please get in touch via my email (profile page).

Remember, how can you truly smile on the outside if you're not
'Smiling From Within'.

Beverley x